And so we must begin the new year without those two great figures, those two great beacons of our time, Elizabeth II and Benedict XVI. We were not unprepared for the losses; we cannot complain that long life was not theirs, but we always knew that the world would be a colder and lonelier place without them. The torches they carried, we realise with a pang, are handed down to us. I try not to allow myself too many living heroes, but that is what both have been for me. They stood for truth and faith in a cynical and darkening age. They used word and gesture to encourage and hearten people of good will. They made it clear that they understood their offices as vocations, their authority as a form of service, and their main power to be that of the quiet example — which they each set unfailingly, in a strikingly similar style, and with similar courage.
The praise of the intelligence, erudition and churchmanship of Joseph Ratzinger I will leave to others better qualified to judge — ‘an essential European thinker’, ‘the greatest mind to reach the papacy in a millennium’, ‘a man with the intelligence of twelve theology professors but the innocence of a child at his First Communion’. Mine must be a more personal tribute: the thanksgiving of an ordinary rank-and-file pew-filler whose privilege it was to live through, and be formed by, his papacy. The reign of Benedict XVI corresponded almost exactly with my adolescence: I was confirmed less than a month after his election in 2005, and was most of my way through university when he resigned. In between, of course, in September 2010, came his visit to Britain, an event which smote my spirit right when the iron was hottest.
Much has been said about the clarity of Joseph Ratzinger’s prose, but this was not a quality confined to his writings or even his speech: it was a characteristic of all his actions and gestures; it surrounded him like an aura. Simply by his presence, by occupying his square, he shed light by which others around him could see and think more clearly. This was certainly true for me: his visit to Britain clarified my life and clarified my faith; it set a seal on me, exactly when I needed it, and deeply and lastingly.
I don’t mean that there was a dramatic conversion. To grow up with and into the faith in mid-suburban south London in the 2000s was to be more than familiar with the ennui and malaise of our times; it was, then as now, to live against the grain of the surrounding culture. There was always an awareness of being held to different, I dare say higher standards; always a discernible change in atmosphere between the Church and the mainstream, secular-materialist world whose raucous tide came right up to the front porch. I knew that this world thought the Church mawkish and irrelevant and obsolete. I knew about Dawkins and Hitchens and the fashionable New Atheists — though the prevailing mood, at school for example, was less outright hostility than a leaden indifference to serious conversation of any kind. Yet I was certain that all churches were inhabited; that they were Someone’s house, and that this indwelling presence was a benevolent influence on life. So the awareness that to practise my faith was to risk the bemusement or ridicule of others was not something I minded — in fact, I probably enjoyed it rather too much. I felt myself lacking in intellectual formation — since it was on intellectual grounds that the New Atheists were attacking religious faith, I wanted to know how to mount a defence — but I did not mind being a bit of an outsider.
What I did not altogether realise, though, was what became clear almost the moment Pope Benedict’s visit was announced in February 2010: the sheer proliferation of quarters in which the Church is actually hated. Hated not just by celebrity atheists with a book to sell, not just by edgy comedians, but by considerable numbers of influential, intelligent people in positions of responsibility. Journalists in reputable papers, politicians, personalities, even employees of government offices — all felt quite free, even in self-proclaimed tolerant Britain, to articulate that hatred to their spleen’s content.
Now, I knew I could not expect unbounded enthusiasm from the media, but this went beyond, say, reasonable concern about public expenditure, or just excoriation of corruption in the Church (corruption which Catholics hate as fiercely as anyone else, if not more). It was plain that what they hated was the Church itself, and the faith itself, and Pope Benedict himself. It was personal and it was nasty. In modern Britain it would have been tolerated towards no other religious leader. It was different, too, from the residual Protestant anti-Catholic prejudice which had led some to protest against Pope John Paul II’s visit in 1982. This had a different source: secular progressivism, the new faith of Europe, whose chummy mask had slipped to reveal a face twisted with malevolence. It was an outbreak of what we now call ‘cancel culture’, and they certainly wanted Benedict cancelled.
I had not known all that much about Joseph Ratzinger, but all this impelled me to find out pretty quickly. For us Catholics, an attack on the Pope is like hearing your grandfather being insulted — the immediate instinct is to rush to his defence — but even a dispassionate observer should have been able to see the extraordinary discrepancy between Benedict’s media image and the man himself. This discrepancy was its own wordless vindication of Pope Benedict, of course, but, being a fire-blooded adolescent, I wanted to see some hefty ripostes from our own side. Many of the most spirited defences I initially found online were mounted by bloggers sympathetic to traditionalist worship, and ever since, though always an English Mass-goer myself, I have been disposed to sympathy for those who prefer the traditional Mass (though it has since been dismayingly instructive to see some other traditionalist blogs turn as nasty about Pope Francis as the secularists were about Benedict). Benedict had other defenders, too, not least Catholic Voices, which was established precisely in order to offer intelligent, robust defences of the Catholic position — an approach which, I now realise, was entirely consistent with the style of the Pope himself.
What I discovered in Benedict was a man alert to the times but not subservient to them, quietly but acutely addressing himself to the modern world, diagnosing its ailments, warning with gentle urgency against its errors, pointing the way ahead. He explained with startling lucidity what I had long hoped and suspected: that intelligence and faith, far from being opposed, illuminate each other; that there is no contradiction between truth and love; that the flame of the sanctuary lamp remains the vital spark of life, in this age as in any other. More immediately, I found a gentle and grandfatherly man, perhaps the most misrepresented man of the past half-century.
I was probably more bothered by the protesting secularists than Benedict himself was. Still, there was considerable and justifiable concern that the visit was going to be marred or hijacked in some way, and very little about the eight-month media circus was reassuring on this score. But this was where his clarity came in. His character, simply by its sheer contrast to the mud-slingers, presented me with a clear choice. One side was sneering at faith, hating beauty, scoffing at marriage, dismissing hope; on the other sat Pope Benedict and the Church, quietly but firmly standing for the ‘splendour of truth’, defending the absolute and irreducible human dignity of every human being, even when it is inconvenient — perhaps especially when it is inconvenient — and holding up defiantly the model of the person of Christ. The whole experience confirmed my suspicions about the the secular-progressivist modern West, and my sorrow at the ebbing away of Old Britain. I saw that I might one day have to choose between my own culture and the Church; that when it came to it, the Faith might actually cost me something. Before he even landed, then, Pope Benedict made it clear to me where my loyalties lay.
But then he did land — and the mood changed utterly. There he was on the television, chatting with the Queen at Holyrood; suddenly the BBC was wearing the seriousness and respectability of the national broadcaster, and the grown-ups were back in charge. And it was not that Benedict routed or shamed the protestors. It was that they just seemed to melt away, and their menace evaporated. A demonstration against the visit did go ahead in London somewhere, but it had simply ceased to matter. I almost forgot about them — and if I did give them a moment’s thought, they seemed rather sad and silly and lonely. Meanwhile, the crowds who came out to see Benedict, Catholics and non-Catholics alike, were unequivocally benevolent, if not jubilant. That change of mood alone taught me several lessons I have since found useful — how far a media narrative can diverge from public opinion, and how quickly simple spiritual sunlight can evaporate hostility. It also confirmed everything I had ever been taught about withstanding bullies and their largely illusory power.
But even while all this was sinking in, Pope Benedict himself, twinkling away, was healing the hurt of centuries. Here he was, at the the Queen’s invitation, not merely on a pastoral visit (as Pope John Paul II had been), but also a state visit. The following day, the 17th, he was down in London, meeting the Archbishop of Canterbury at Lambeth Palace, and, later that evening, during a profoundly moving Evensong in Westminster Abbey which included some of my very favourite hymns, kneeling with him at the shrine of St. Edward the Confessor. This was, however fleeting, a startlingly coherent and plausible expression of Christian unity, an image of how things could be if the divisions between Canterbury and Rome could finally be healed. It was an act of worship held together not merely by politeness or decorum, I believe, but by an aesthetic and spiritual harmony. And so, in sudden contrast to the outsiderhood I had been experiencing as a Catholic Englishman only a few days before, I suddenly found deep congruence between my faith and the very roots of Englishness, and a way opened up and out — as if illuminated by a lightning flash in the middle of the night — towards reconciliation between the Churches. This had a great deal to do with the organisers on both the Anglican and Catholic sides, of course, but it was also because Pope Benedict himself understood the power of symbolic gesture.
That Benedict knew this personally is, I think, proven by my favourite story about him, an incident which occurred during the Lambeth Palace visit. It was told by the late, great Fr. Mark Langham, himself an ardent ecumenicist, who was present at the time:
At the conclusion of the speeches we prayed together the Lord’s Prayer, and we came to that awkward bit, the bit where the Roman Catholics stop and Anglicans carry on. The Anglican bishops, sensitive to the Roman Catholic tradition, graciously concluded, “But deliver us from evil,” and there was a pause. And then one voice continued, “For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory.” It was the voice of Pope Benedict.
I think this simple gesture speaks volumes about the man. He was salving and resolving the past, blessing the present, and giving us hope for the future. Between the Lambeth Palace visit and the Evensong in the Abbey, he delivered one of the great speeches of his pontificate in the great hammer-beamed Hall of the Palace of Westminster, arguing that faith and reason are not only compatible but essential to each other. With his impeccable manners he was proposing a vision for Britain — a vision in keeping with our best traditions, and one which would lead us to a happy and harmonious future. “May all Britons continue to live by the values of honesty, respect and fair-mindedness that have won them the esteem and admiration of many,” was his prayer. It has occurred to me that the visit meant a great deal to him, as well as to us; I think these words of his were entirely heartfelt.
One of the Cardinal’s best-loved meditations includes the words, “God has created me to do him some definite service. He has committed some work to me which he has not committed to another.” Here we see Newman’s fine Christian realism, the point at which faith and life inevitably intersect. Faith is meant to bear fruit in the transformation of our world through the power of the Holy Spirit at work in the lives and activity of believers. No one who looks realistically at our world today could think that Christians can afford to go on with business as usual, ignoring the profound crisis of faith which has overtaken our society, or simply trusting that the patrimony of values handed down by the Christian centuries will continue to inspire and shape the future of our society. We know that in times of crisis and upheaval God has raised up great saints and prophets for the renewal of the Church and Christian society; we trust in his providence and we pray for his continued guidance. But each of us, in accordance with his or her state of life, is called to work for the advancement of God’s Kingdom by imbuing temporal life with the values of the Gospel. Each of us has a mission, each of us is called to change the world, to work for a culture of life, a culture forged by love and respect for the dignity of each human person. As our Lord tells us in the Gospel we have just heard, our light must shine in the sight of all, so that, seeing our good works, they may give praise to our heavenly Father.
And then in the cool September night we fell silent for Adoration, all together in prayer in the middle of London with Pope Benedict, on the eve of the beatification of a great Englishman. It was an unutterable privilege.
There is much else that I owe to Pope Benedict — I have not even mentioned a greater reverence in the liturgy, and the new English translation, which I associated closely with him — but this visit was the centre-piece of his legacy for me. Barely a fortnight after this speech I began university; it was a natural step to join the student chaplaincy, and there I found the same irresistible combination of aliveness and conviviality which I have been able to find in various different places to this day, and which is so characteristic of the Church.
Did he have weaknesses? It is true that neither his visit nor his papacy appear to have arrested Britain’s, and Europe’s, slide into despondency and self-loathing; true that few of the British parliamentarians who heard his speech have since made any sign of having paid the slightest attention to him. Some of my friends outside the Church have only an impression of a man overwhelmed by scandals and crises, and even some of his admirers have criticised him for his decision to resign his office. It is arguable, I suppose, that a good pastor and perceptive intellectual may lack the strength of will to govern effectively. But I think some of the things he had to deal with would have been a fairly hellish proposition even for a younger man — and in any case, even before he became Pope, he had already spent twenty years driving out rot as head of the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith; with work that was meticulous if unspectacular. Likewise, though I was as shocked as anyone else by his resignation, I don’t find myself worrying too much about it now. I agree with many others that it was a sign of his humility, and his awareness of his own limits, for, much as I would have loved him to be able to carry on for ever, he seemed clearly weakened and bowed down. It was also a sign to us not to pin all our hopes on him. He had, in any case, arguably already established his legacy. His emphasis as Pope was on Europe, and on issuing the last warning to her not to tear up her roots, and on encouraging the faithful as the shadows fall; he knew, though, that the vitality in the Church today is in Africa and Asia, and I could well believe that, having given all he had for the faith in Europe, he felt the need to stand aside to let this new growth flourish.
Pope Benedict XVI was one of those rare people who were both great and good in mind and heart — too great and too good, perhaps, to be summed up at this short remove; I agree with those who expect his clarifying influence to be making itself felt centuries hence. He was, as our own Cardinal Nichols (who was himself, I sense, strongly influenced by the visit) has said, ‘through and through a gentleman, through and through a scholar, through and through a pastor, through and through a man of God’ — and, he added in a BBC interview on the day of the funeral, simply ‘a lovely man’. I am proud to belong to the Benedict Generation. May the God whom he served so faithfully and so courageously welcome him into the courts of Paradise.